Drunken Admiral

2010-12-18T23:10:00.003+08:00

please forgive me that i decided to leave
i hope you will understand how i feel now
the infinitely sad and sorrow in my heart almost stop me from leaving

perhaps it will be better if we know each other one day before we die
so we can spend the rest of our life together

2010-08-23T22:03:00.001+08:00

everyone says you only fall in love once; that's not true because everytime i hear your voice, i fall in love all over again!

Ken Lee

2009-09-07T01:08:00.002+08:00

this is something i watch whenever i feel stress cause it's so entertaining and stupid!!

Spider Man Theme

2009-07-16T17:56:00.001+08:00

Ramones

Aerosmith

Joanna Wang

Ok guys, there are 3 different version of spiderman theme here, which one u prefer?

Tribute to MJ - Dirty Diana

2009-06-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

Michael's best song.There is nothing more i can say!

Plotting Revenge

2009-06-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

I'm plotting revenge against my boss
Maybe it'll happen, it'll happen sometime
I know when he leaves for work
Yes, I know where he drops off his shirts
But he doesn't know
No he doesn't know
No he doesn't know that I know all this!

I'm plotting revenge against my neighbor
Maybe it'll happen, it'll happen sometime
He complains that my dog's too loud
Says he'll call the cops
He screams and shouts!
But he doesn't know
No he doesn't know
No he doesn't know that I don't like that!

I'm plotting revenge against myself
Maybe it'll happen, it'll happen sometime
Plotted against everyone I know
The last on the list is me, oh no!
But I don't know
No I don't know
No I don't know that it must be done!

This song is really cute!! awesome work, and amazing voice!

Joanna Wang 王若琳

2009-06-04T04:40:00.004+08:00

Joanna Wang, an amazing voice which i never expected from a chinese!!!! it is so nice and soulful!!

Delightful Meals......

2009-05-29T01:11:00.009+08:00

汶强果条仔(near audrey's house) is a pretty popular kway teow kia restaurant in JB, and i would dare to say it is one of the best there...

If you have never eaten kway teow kia before, it is a teow chew food that obviously have kway teow serve with herbal soup, braise pig organs, ducks, eggs, beancurds and the divine, pork skin!!!

i ordered beancurds, pig stomach, pig skin, and pork. it was a delightful meal cause the soup was tasty, the pig stomach doesn't have the unpleasant smell, and the pig skin was yummy. Kway teow kia is the best food after drinking, the hot soup can actually sober u up and make u prepare for another drinking section.

i strongly recommend this to all my fellow pork lovers, kway teow kia is the shit pork lovers should appreciate. it's a gift from god to us.

another restaurant i found this time i went to JB is the 永新鲍鱼面(abalone noodle) at taman ungku tun aminah(sorry if i misspell)， eventhough the so called abalone is fake(the vegetarian use), but the food is really good. it is just similar to the pork noodle u can find in KL but with prawns, abalone, and seaweed inside. the soup is really tasty and the most touching thing is they use lard for the noodle. another thing is the price, 5bucks a bow is just way too valueable compare to all the pariah wantan mee or pork noodle in sunway subang area.

Bonita, Elsa Benitez

2009-05-14T20:58:00.004+08:00

Elsa Benitez is a scorching hot Mexican supermodel perhaps best known for her long legs, pretty face and collarbone, this hot senorita is going places. She is so amazing that she was featured as the cover girl for the 2001 Sports Illustrated Swimsuit issue. She is very bonita(pretty).

Amazing

2009-05-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

ozzy

2009-04-26T03:33:00.001+08:00

Samsung Ozzy Osbourne Funny Commercial - Watch a funny movie here

The Elevator

2009-04-26T03:04:00.001+08:00

Bud Light - The Elevator - Click here for more free videos

why i don't get that when i stuck in the fucking elevator????

Racism in Elevator or Lift - Watch more amazing videos here

Dumb Blonde!

What he feels is no longer relevant

2009-04-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

Nazri brushes off remarks by Mahathir
Friday April 24, 2009

KUALA LUMPUR: Minister in the Prime Minister’s Department Datuk Seri Nazri Abd Aziz is unperturbed by Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad’s comments that he should not have been made a Cabinet minister.

“It’s not worth commenting since he is an old man. Let him talk. What he feels is no longer relevant,’’ Nazri told a press conference at Parliament House yesterday.

He was asked to comment on the former prime minister’s remark against him.

“As at 12.35pm now, I am (still) a minister in the Prime Minister’s Department,’’ he said.

“If you all want to layan him (pay attention to him) layan lah (carry on),’’ he said.

Dr Mahathir had said that he did not like Nazri as the latter had criticised him previously.

Dr Mahathir said he was also not happy with the reappointment of Datuk Johari Baharum as deputy minister, although Johari had been cleared of any wrongdoing.

Johari, who was previously accused of accepting money to release detainees, was investigated and cleared by the then Anti Corruption Agency (now MACC).

Retrieve from http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2009/4/24/nation/3764222&sec=nation

even though Dr. M doesn't know how to let go but if all the ministers in the country have the attitude that "what people feel is no longer relevant", we are in deep s***.

this is just not what a minister should say.

Birthday Wish List

2009-04-24T20:50:00.015+08:00

1. X-Men Origins: Wolverine

2. Romeo y Julieta Short Churchills

3. Bottega Grappa

4. Apple Macbook

5. Brunswick Billiard Manhattan

6. Vitamin M

2009-04-24T20:39:00.002+08:00

project is officially end. but i did not feel any special cause honesty speaking i wasn't really involved in proPassion compare to project Knock. maybe from the 1st day itself i didn't like the idea of mass colympics but somehow i did put in effort for it.
no doubt i'd learn something new in project and having some fun as well but i still couldn't accept the fact that we are paying to work for taylor's college petaling jaya.

anyway it's over.

hopefully i can sit for my icc final cause i'm barred due to poor attendance. if they really don't allow me, it will be a huge lost cause i've already pass the subject. so many things in my mind for the past three months and i really hope everything will be ok in the end of the day. there is a lot of nonsense i heard which i felt so upset cause i thought i finally gain some trust from them but i actually not. it's ironic cause some people said people in my age can't lose the trust from our family but i never have.

Spread the Stupidity

2009-02-28T14:11:00.000+08:00

Why.....do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.

Why ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.

Why ...do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.

Why ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.

Why . .....do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.

EVER WONDER ...

Why the sun lightens our hair,
But darkens our skin ?

Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?

Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'?

Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word?

Why is it that doctors call what they do 'practice'?

Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?

Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?

Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?

Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?

Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?

Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?!

Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?

Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?

If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?

Why?

2009-02-14T16:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday is the day i've been waiting for so very long, we finally have a chance to have a nice proper gathering, everyone have money, times, and the most important thing heart to come out and spend time with friends. thanks guys

nice cover

2009-02-14T16:37:00.002+08:00

this is the shit man!!!
it sound so good on acoustics.

Man United crush Chelsea

2009-01-12T09:29:00.001+08:00

Manchester United closed the gap on Premier League leaders Liverpool with an emphatic 3-0 win over title rivals Chelsea at Old Trafford. Nemanja Vidic headed the opening goal in first-half stoppage time before Wayne Rooney and Dimitar Berbatov completed the scoring. United are five points behind Liverpool with two games in hand.

road trip

2008-12-30T17:55:00.005+08:00

i need a break! internship is sucking up all my energy!
i need to get out of KL badly!
didn't you guys feel the same?

i wanna goto malacca,
satey celop, chicken rice, cendol, nyonya food, seafood, 2bucks parking for clubbing, etc etc etc...................
sounds like a plan right?

so anyone wanna join?
please RSVP as soon as possible!

2008-12-19T14:19:00.000+08:00

2008-12-01T01:42:00.002+08:00

after one week of internship, i finally have the time to log in to my own blog.
this is a very good experience for me to learn something about pr which i never know before. i have a clearer picture of how the industry is about and what is the job scope as a pr practitioner. i'm actually enjoying my work now. at least, haven't get sick of it. but, the parking at phileo is killing, i paid 24bucks for parking on the first day i worked. yes, fucking 24bucks!

2008-11-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

200>20,000, doesn't make sense right!!!
ya!
i don't get ot also!!!

2008-11-23T13:33:00.003+08:00

someone told me that we can't lost our parent trust in this age,
it might make sense to a lot of people but not to me,
i never gain my mom's trust.
it's sad to say,
all the people around me,
who are close to me,
know how much i love her,
know what kind of person i am,
every decision i made is because of her,
all the shit i've been through,
i thought that things had change,
but the problem is still there,
it's not easy to deal with it because she won't listen,
she always think she is the smartest person in the world,
she is the so called "mother" and so called "teacher",
she is always right!!!
i couldn't take this shit anymore,
all the treatment i get today make me feel like i'm a fool.
i think it's time for me to be selfish,
it's time for me to be a bastard!!!

guitar is taller than him

2008-11-22T14:35:00.001+08:00

X-Japan - Kurenai

2008-11-22T02:30:00.002+08:00

X-Japan rocks!!!
i thought the only japanese band which is nice is Loudness, now i found a new one!!

2008-11-12T22:31:00.003+08:00

oh god,
i got no mood to study!
i was stoning, dreaming,waiting, wishing but not doing anything productive!

2008-11-11T03:43:00.001+08:00

coffe is always been bitter,

just like our life.

but, it's our choice to add in sugar and milk to make it smoother.

the penis song

2008-06-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

The Penis Song - Click here for more blooper videos

2008-06-05T18:55:00.001+08:00

semangat tetek!!

2008-06-05T15:52:00.002+08:00

this kid was damn semangat wey, i think he will grow up as a "lalalala"!!
freaking funny..

2008-06-01T15:40:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went to kaixiang's uncle's shop to work, it's an easy job, we can smoke and sit down anytime you like and the best part is kaixiang and chris are there also. suddenly a hot chick came to the shop, since everyone was busy, so i went to serve her. she is bloody hot, long straight hair, big eye, fair, and the smile on her face make you feel like you will do whatever thing she ask you to do..........
so when i approached her, she didn't answer me, i thought she is arrogant and start cursing her. but everything change when she look at me and asking me about something with sign language. i think i get what she said so i answered her. she "told" me that she is a deaf mute, i was shock, she look so happy and calm, felt damn bad........seriously, i cursed her cause i thought she is arrogant, i falt bad because i plan to get her number before i talk to her,........

susah sikit ni

2008-05-07T14:09:00.002+08:00

omg, i'm sick!
please pray for me that i'll be ok by tomorrow!!
and all of you should come to my birthday party and have fun!

2008-04-30T12:25:00.003+08:00

hey, susah sikit ni!!!!

any suggestion for my birthday party?

a. the loft
b. heritage mansion
c. poppy
d. other______________

?1?

Flood

2008-02-21T06:42:00.002+08:00

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck..................
fuck this wey!
my house tanki's spoiled and the water leak out! my room is wet and all my books and notes in my bag are gone!i was shock when i came back from prada's house! my house was flooded! i almost die when i wanna switch on my room's light! the water is leaking out from the tank and my room is wet! i can see paper flowing on the water! what a wonderful world wey! i don't know what to say and feel like dying now! the only thing i can do now is wait for the sun to rise!
i can't clean up my room, i can't bath and i think i can't breath soon!

Sky Burial

2008-02-20T17:29:00.001+08:00

2008-01-06T13:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to my cousin's house, it was the first time i didn't go out with my friend since i came back from johore.
i found out i don't angry with adam anymore! i quarreled with my mom because the fucker lied, but i am ok with him now!
i finally realize something on that day, my mom trust other people more than me!
she blame adam, i blame adam too cause he lied but i blame my mom also!
if she trust what i said she wont ask him!
that day i was drinking with chris and nick, chris said once we are 18, if we lose our parent's trust we will lose it forver! it's kinda true, but i don't even know when i lost it!

2007-12-06T17:53:00.000+08:00

tuesday morning i accompanied my grandma to jb,
i told her i'll meet my friend in the afternoon,
as usual grandma ask me a lotta question!

grandma: is a he or she?
kev: is a she, her name is audrey!
grandma: how u go to find her?
kev: cab, probably
gm: she has car or not? what u guys plan to do? she is your gf is it? and blablabla......
kev: no, she is not my gf.
gm: i give u 100 bucks, goto have fun with ur gf!
kev( (-: )：nothing to say!

5pm tuesday
kev: hello!
audrey: where are u?
kev: damn, i KO cause i'm damn tired! sorry!
audrey:...........

wednesday
after one month holiday, i finally met audrey in zon ( JB duty free zone ),
this place rocks man,
it's like a paradaise city for me!
ciggy, alcohol and etc.
we went to a lounge called Gabbana,
and had our dinner there,
the alcohol here is so cheap,
one bucket of budweizer is just 32bahts.
so, we started drinking since 730pm.

after finished our dinner,
we went to bought ciggy and audrey told me we are tourist,
we don't give TWO fucks to what people think,
she said is TWO fucks, not a fuck!

ok, whatever!
we went to another club, dolce.
yes, we went to D & G.
we had some tequila, long island, blue margarita, hoegaarden beer, and a tower of carlsberg!
yes, we are alcoholic but as audrey said,
we don't give two fucks cause it's so cheap.

i started to love jb more,
i used to think the only thing which is nice in jb is kuey tiao kia!

but,
my cousin called me around 1am and told me my grandma was very worry,
she force him to fetch me now!
what the hell,
the night is still young and i just felt tipsy,
this is the best moment in the night but i have to go home now!

after came out from the club,
we went to the kuay tiao kia shop nearby audrey's house and had our supper there!
this is the best shit on earth after drinking!
clubbing in kl will be perfect if they sell kuay tiao kia there!

tonight is a little bit potong steam but overall it's still an awesome night for me!
i was so happy i can see audrey here because she is one of my best friend in college!
we started drinking since 7.30pm and ended at 1.20am which is around 6hours!
we had kuay tiao kia for our supper!
we finish two pack of marlboro in 6 hours!
we spent lest than 200!
i love jb!

2007-12-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

i was happy when i met you,
when i found out i like you,
i thought this is the best thing happened in my life,
it is a misery.

i was regretting cause i let you,
you are someone i can't resist,
i don't want to delude myself,
i want to be together with you,
but i understand i got no chance,
i'm so inconsistent now!

2007-12-03T11:54:00.000+08:00

last few day i was kinda busy because i went to my cousin's wedding,
this is a huge gathering which provide the family a chance to spend time together.
i chat with my favourite aunt and tell her almost everything happened to me recently!
i appreciate her!
all the time she is the one who listen to me and understand me!

i tried to make myself busy,
and i had a great time there,
but in the end of the day,
i still can't get her out of my head!

memories remain!

2007-11-30T14:07:00.000+08:00

while on my way back to johore,i thought back what happened between us,
i still can remember when is the first time i saw her,
the first time i talk to her,
the first serious topic/conversation between us,
the first time we went clubbing,
i found i got feeling to her before i went to japan,
and a lot of other stuff.
the last time we see each other,
and the atmospehre!

while i past the birthday gift to her i was actually very anxiety,
i scared she will reject,
i scared she will misunderstand,
the reason i bought that is because i wanna do something i wanted to do for her.

suddenly,
i passed by a'famosa, i miss this place, i had a lot of memories here,
laughter and tears,
this is something we cannot deny,
memory is the only thing that were always the same and that would always remain the same.

2007-11-29T09:19:00.001+08:00

while i'm in johore,
i don't want to be there
i wanna go to somewhere I'd rather be
but when I get there
i found it's not for me

Don't know what I want
Or where I want to be
I'm feeling more confused
The more the days go by

iron maiden - different world

2007-11-29T09:19:00.000+08:00

awesome!

Fade To Black

2007-11-28T14:57:00.001+08:00

Live it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this Can t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he 's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
No, I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

agonies of remorse

2007-11-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

I have the sense of deep and bitter regret for being gutless. I keep on thinking what if I tell her earlier, what if she receive the letter I sent, I know it is too late to talk about all this; the answer I get might not be what I want but at least I have done something. It is easy to tell people what they suppose to do, how to get over their problem; but it is just too hard. I am filled with remorse. I hate to accept the fact that I got no chance, I hate to accept the fact that this is more painful compare to my mom threw a knife at me even it didn’t hit me. But what can I do, I can’t do shit because I never do anything at all. So now I deserved to suffer the agony of indecisions.

I thought I’ll feel better after I tell her. Yes, it does, for few hours. But the fact is the feeling is just so strong and it getting stronger. Everyone know that drinking is not a solution but I want to drink badly now. I wish I could get drunk forever and never ever sober again. I realize I am not as strong as what I thought. I like sunset, I like to see fallen flower, I am just a pessimistic person. Nothing seems to satisfy, I think I’ll lose my mind if I can’t find something to pacify.

motley crue - if i die tomorrow

2007-11-27T06:34:00.000+08:00

2007-11-25T07:24:00.000+08:00

feeling stupid, i made a mistake again. i should not rejected my aunt's offer, i should goto japan for my holiday, i thought this two months holiday is a perfect time for me to settle down everything, to lead myself back to the way i suppose to be, to work things out with people, but what i thought are totally wrong, i'm so childish to believe i can solve those problems which had already existed for ages....
decision making is never a problem for me because i tend to make decision without giving second thoughts but consequences is the one that making me suffer!
a lot of people told me the past is past, what i need to do is look forward, it might sound easy but can anyone tell me they can actually do it? i might take time to get over it but one and a half year is just too long!

2007-11-06T08:07:00.001+08:00

i am like a zombie now!
stay awake since the day before yesterday,
listen to ozzy for the whole night,
and smoke,
it's time to wake up and do something!

2007-11-06T08:07:00.000+08:00

Faded

2007-10-29T09:17:00.000+08:00

i don't know what should i do now,
i don't really want to see her nowadays,
she was totally diferent when she is together with him!

friends

2007-10-02T13:53:00.000+08:00

i was fucking broke for the past two days,
feel so thankful because i have some good friend who willing to help me,
thanks Dice, Nick, Prada, and Sara.

2007-09-25T13:21:00.000+08:00

don't know why suddenly i hate her so much,
there is reason why no guy can tahan her,
she is so irritating,
she think it is people's obligation to help her,
to settle all the shit!

grow up?

2007-09-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

omg, i can imagine this happened in college wey,
small kid problems!
these fuckers never grow up,
they still act like a mother fucking high school kid.

we grow old every day,
this is something we cannot control,
but these fuckers all never grow up,
sometimes feel sad for them when i listened to their so call problem,
ironically,
they don't realize about it,
they just want to stay inside their comfort zone,
daon't wanna face the truth,
i am not saying i am supperior or whatever but they are just too childish!

2007-09-17T09:06:00.000+08:00

i have know idea what the fuck is going on now!
i am so lost!
i don't know what i'm doing,
dad, i miss u!
i really wanna know your opinion about what i am doing now,
i really hope i can talk to you,
i really think what you said to me is fucking true,
but i just can't see you anymore,
maybe people think i'm stupid, crazy or whatever,
but,
i'll proof to them,
but i just can't take it alone anymore,
i need someone to walk this journey with me!
i don't know how you went through your problem,
how you feel when you handled your problem but i'll never give up!
if i have an opportunity to talk to you again i really wanna know do you regret to what have you done,
i really wanna ask those joker is it something wrong i admire my dad and i am like him,
like father like son,
i'm proud to be carlos tan's son!

shut up and fuck off fuckerssssssss

here for u

2007-09-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

Here For You
ozzy

I remember all the good times

Sometimes I'd wonder would it last

I used to dream about the future

But now the future is the past

I don't wanna live in yesterday

Cross my heart until I die

Don't wanna know just what tomorrow may bring

Because today has just begun

No matter whatever else I've done

I'm here for youI'm here for you

So now I sit here and I wonder

What ever happened to my friends?

Too many bought a one way ticket

But I'll be with you 'til the end

I don't wanna live in yesterday

Cross my heart until I die

Don't wanna know just what tomorrow may bring

Because today has just begun

No matter whatever else I've done

I'm here for you

You're my religion, you're my reason to live

You are the heaven in my hell

We've been together for a long long time

And I just can't live without you

No matter what you do,

I'm here for you

I don't wanna live in yesterday

Cross my heart until I die

Don't wanna know just what tomorrow may bring

Because today has just begun

No matter whatever else I've doneI'm here for you

I'm here for you

I'm here for you

I'm here for you

2007-08-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

if i die tomorrow, i'll die with regret,
because i haven't say all the thing i wanna say,
i haven't achieve a lot of thing which is a must for me.
i wanna proof to my family member, they're wrong,
i'm not what they think i am,
i wanna tell them everything i worked for now is right,
i wanna proof to all my dad's rival that i can achieve what me and my dad want without my dad,
all this thing need effort and sacrifices,
i know i can do it,
what i need is one year!