200>20,000, doesn't make sense right!!!
ya!
i don't get ot also!!!

someone told me that we can't lost our parent trust in this age,
it might make sense to a lot of people but not to me,
i never gain my mom's trust.
it's sad to say,
all the people around me,
who are close to me,
know how much i love her,
know what kind of person i am,
every decision i made is because of her,
all the shit i've been through,
i thought that things had change,
but the problem is still there,
it's not easy to deal with it because she won't listen,
she always think she is the smartest person in the world,
she is the so called "mother" and so called "teacher",
she is always right!!!
i couldn't take this shit anymore,
all the treatment i get today make me feel like i'm a fool.
i think it's time for me to be selfish,
it's time for me to be a bastard!!!

guitar is taller than him

X-Japan - Kurenai

X-Japan rocks!!!
i thought the only japanese band which is nice is Loudness, now i found a new one!!

oh god,
i got no mood to study!
i was stoning, dreaming,waiting, wishing but not doing anything productive!

coffe is always been bitter,

just like our life.

but, it's our choice to add in sugar and milk to make it smoother.